Back to Work ;(

Today is my first day back after being off since mid-September. This is the first day away from my baby for so many hours. I really didn't know how I was going to take it when I walked out the door this morning. I was just hoping that I wouldn't break down at work and start crying.

The whole day all I heard was "How are holding up?", "Are u okay?"

I just wanted to work and get through the day. Luckily, we were busy in the department and 2:30 came quickly.

I picked up Stailynne at my mom's house. I was so happy to see her. I just kept kissing and hugging her when I saw her. Hopefully, parting with her for 8 hours will get easier.

Three months old

I go back to work in a couple of days. I'm exteremly sad that I won't be with my daughter 24/7 anymore. I knew it was coming but I was hoping that it wouldn't come so fast.

My mom is going to be watching her while I'm at work. I'm so glad that she's here to help me.

I'm also starting school when the Spring semester starts up again in a couple of weeks. I'm just taking 2 classes. I'm taking it slow for now. I want to make sure that I get good grades in the classes that I'm taking instead of taking a whole bunch and not do well.

My little butter ball is getting chubbier and chubbier. I love pinching her lol! She's starting to lift her head really high when she's on her tummy, so curious about the world around her. I'm gonna miss that face when I go back to work ;( I'm gonna miss all of her different facial expressions.