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Everything happens for a reason. This is what i keep telling myself these days. With all the troubles that i had last year, i pray that i come out on top as a stronger person.

For one chapter to begin, one must be closed. I'm closing the chapter of my life where i am a victim of circumstance, and opening a new chapter where I am full of optimism. I got accepted into Sierra College's Nursing Program for Fall 2009 . I know this is the start of a better life for us. I'm extremly blessed and fortunate to have gotten into the program after only applying once. I'm taking this as a sign from whatever greater power there is out there that this is what I am truly supposed to be doing. i'm not taking anything for granted anymore.

Sunday, April 29, 2007

Welcome Nathan Zhu

This month on the 28th, Nathan was born at Sutter Hospital. It was a really long day for all of us.
I was at the hopsital with Trang and Kenny from 3am on the 28th all the way until she delivered at 9:45 pm.

It was such a different experience being on the other side, you know watching instead of being the one in labor. My heart went out to her coz she was having back labor too. She tried to take the pain, but opted for an epidural when she couldn't take it any more. I know that if it wasn't too late for me, I would have gotten one too.

Once she was finally 10 cm, it was myself, mom, chi hai, and co ut, and of course kenny in the labor room. i was filming, while everyone else held her legs and giving her motivation. When i saw nathan's head coming out, i have to be honest, i got a little scared. Then when they gave her an episiotomy, that freaked me out even more. I was wondering..."Is that what they did to me? Is that what it looked like?"

Then he finally came out! it was so exciting and emotional. I was trying to hold back my tears of hapiness. I can't wait to do it all again.

We took Stailynne to visit her new cousin the day after he was born. She wouldn't even look at him. She looked at everything but him, but got jealous when I held him. I didn't think she was old enough to get jealous. I hope she learns to like him, and that they become good friends when they grow up.

Chatty Stailynne

Saturday, April 14, 2007

She talks so much!

Friday, April 6, 2007

Six months old

This picture was during easter. I got off work, and got her all dressed up to take pictures with the easter bunny. We drove there, unaware that the mall was not even open. Too bad. It would have been a really cute picture.

She can sit on her own now and plays with her blocks. She can't crawl yet though. I put her down on the floor for tummy time, but most of the time she ends up just putting her head down. She looks around then puts her head down, like she's too lazy too crawl or even try.