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Everything happens for a reason. This is what i keep telling myself these days. With all the troubles that i had last year, i pray that i come out on top as a stronger person.

For one chapter to begin, one must be closed. I'm closing the chapter of my life where i am a victim of circumstance, and opening a new chapter where I am full of optimism. I got accepted into Sierra College's Nursing Program for Fall 2009 . I know this is the start of a better life for us. I'm extremly blessed and fortunate to have gotten into the program after only applying once. I'm taking this as a sign from whatever greater power there is out there that this is what I am truly supposed to be doing. i'm not taking anything for granted anymore.

Sunday, August 27, 2006

Anxious

My little pumpkin is coming soon...
October 15 is fast approaching, and i will finally be able to see and hold the baby that i've been dreaming about for months! i know that i may complain a lot about how painful it is to be pregnant, but i know for sure that i'm going to miss feeling her kick in my tummy.

i find myself getting anxious about everything baby related. her room, labor and delivery, and just how much my life is going to change when she's born. Will i be sleep deprived? How will my relationship with my husband change? How am i going to manage still breastfeeding and having to go to work and school? Gosh i could go on and on. There's just a lot of questions going through this brain of mine.

i'm sure when i finally get to hold her that all of my worries will fade away. and we'll just take it one day at a time...:)

Can't wait to see u...

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