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Everything happens for a reason. This is what i keep telling myself these days. With all the troubles that i had last year, i pray that i come out on top as a stronger person.

For one chapter to begin, one must be closed. I'm closing the chapter of my life where i am a victim of circumstance, and opening a new chapter where I am full of optimism. I got accepted into Sierra College's Nursing Program for Fall 2009 . I know this is the start of a better life for us. I'm extremly blessed and fortunate to have gotten into the program after only applying once. I'm taking this as a sign from whatever greater power there is out there that this is what I am truly supposed to be doing. i'm not taking anything for granted anymore.

Friday, February 8, 2008

Maybe we should just let it go...

I'm so stressed and fed up with all the hardships that condo is giving us. To make things really worse that damn tenant of ours isn't gonna go without a fight. i know we're gonna have to go to court. it's always on my mind, which i know is bad. there are so many more important things i need to be worrying about, like Stailynne...and school. i honestly blame tai for all of this. i blame him for being too leniant with that bitch! and letting her move in without cashing her check or getting all the money up front. and for not running a background check or rental application. now we're in this mess. This will be the last time he takes care of anything!

i just want her out of there!

i really am thinking hard about just letting that property forclose after me and tai purchase my mom's house. i don't know if we can do this any more, financially i mean. i haven't discussed this with tai yet. i really don't know what he's gonna say because credit has become important to him these last few years. but if we have our house, and my credit is still good, he doesn't need credit. i think this is the only way we're going to survive.

i'm so sad right now.

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